I was really proud of that last blog. Haha.
Anyway...
I only have to go to school for 1 [!!!] more day!
Well, this semester anyway.
I bought Christmas presents for: Alex, Callie, Hock, Hunter, Jordan, Micah, Mariah, and Ashley. I gave Hunter, Mariah, and Ashley their presents today. They all liked their regalo [gift], which I'm glad about. Or, at least, they acted like it. Haha, which I'm glad about.
Tomorrow I'm giving Callie, Jordan, and Micah their presents. *crosses fingers*
I'm not giving Alex hers because she's family. She'll get it later. And Hock...what would be the point of taking it to school when he won't be there? Heh.
Christmas feels strange this year. I don't really want any presents. I do, but.... it doesn't feel like it matters if I got anything or not.
Dear Santa,
Don't worry about bringing me anything this Christmas. I would like it--in place of my gift--if you focused on World Peace and World Hunger. And if you accomplish this, leave me a note under the tree instead of a bunch of presents. "Let there be Peace on Earth and let it begin with me..."
Thanks,
Andie
If only. Come on Santa! If you can fit down chimneys and deliver presents all over the world in one night, surely you can stop the rest of the children from starving and keep them out of soldier's uniforms?
"For if everyday could be just like Christmas/ What a wonderful world this would be" --Elvis
"A very merry Christmas/ And a happy New Year/ Let's hope it's a good one/ Without any fear/ And so this is Christmas/ For weak and for strong/ For rich and the poor ones/ The world is so wrong/ And so happy Christmas/ For black and for white/ For yellow and red ones/ Let's stop all the fight"
--John Lennon
Hasta luego,
Xxxxx
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
some thoughts....I just happen to think in poem form
We fight so hard for choice
For freedom
But we're speechless
Nobody stands up
We all stay seated
And when we feel threatened
We automatically
Want to "nuke 'em"
Since he shot my brother
And I don't understand
Their ways
So they must die
But if you ask me
I cant give you a good reason why
But...they must be wrong, MUST be bad
And over seas the man that shot my brother
Had his father and a friend
Shot and killed...
By my brother
And I don't understand their ways
So... we need to kill kill kill
Spill spill spill
Blood
Because... I don't know
And everyone's so depressed
And thinking about death
We love our pills!
Always been told we're not worth anything
This world holds nothing for me
So we take our lives
Before we've even begun to live
And we're young and giving our hearts away
Hearts are worn on our sleeves
We are crushed by every little thing
Picking up the pieces of ourselves
Glued quickly back together
And we hide behind smiles
Secretly, the only way out is Grim
But we're much too chicken
I am so afraid to be different
What will they say?
How do I know they're all not lying?
I don't know.
So I don't do.
I don't take a stand
It's been so long since anyone has REALLY fought The Man
I think I can I think I can
How long wwill it be till I don't need you holding my hand?
STAND STAND STAND
Stop sitting
You can't get anywhere in a chair
Wave your hands in the air
Like you just don't care
Hold your breath
Take the plunge
We throw the words
PEACE and
LOVE around
Until they don't really mean anything
Is there any sincerity
left?
Left, right, left, right
We're all herded like cattle
Only, we're usually not slaughtered
Into the building
Obey the authority
They're older, they're in charge
So they're right
That's wrong
Rules Rules Rules
Where is all this freedom I've heard about?
Isn't that why we're so great?
Let freedom ring!
Well, the only ringing is in my ears
From listening to so much talk for all these years
Talk Talk Talk
When can I see some action?
Where is you opinion?
Did you lose it with your dignity?
And why is it we fight wars over God?
What happened to Thou Shalt Not Kill?
Is there a footnote:
*Unless we kill for God?
It shouldn't work that way.
And SO MANY people are starving EVERY DAY.
Tell me, who is the FATTEST country?
We have sinned, O Lord. Gluttony.
World Peace
Wolrd Hunger
Global Warming
Is there any solution?
Are we even trying?
Everyone else will die overheated, in a soldier's uniform, ribs showing with bloated bellies
While we eat our grease and are fat, in college, with our cars and air conditioning.
Is this Right?
Or have you Left?
For freedom
But we're speechless
Nobody stands up
We all stay seated
And when we feel threatened
We automatically
Want to "nuke 'em"
Since he shot my brother
And I don't understand
Their ways
So they must die
But if you ask me
I cant give you a good reason why
But...they must be wrong, MUST be bad
And over seas the man that shot my brother
Had his father and a friend
Shot and killed...
By my brother
And I don't understand their ways
So... we need to kill kill kill
Spill spill spill
Blood
Because... I don't know
And everyone's so depressed
And thinking about death
We love our pills!
Always been told we're not worth anything
This world holds nothing for me
So we take our lives
Before we've even begun to live
And we're young and giving our hearts away
Hearts are worn on our sleeves
We are crushed by every little thing
Picking up the pieces of ourselves
Glued quickly back together
And we hide behind smiles
Secretly, the only way out is Grim
But we're much too chicken
I am so afraid to be different
What will they say?
How do I know they're all not lying?
I don't know.
So I don't do.
I don't take a stand
It's been so long since anyone has REALLY fought The Man
I think I can I think I can
How long wwill it be till I don't need you holding my hand?
STAND STAND STAND
Stop sitting
You can't get anywhere in a chair
Wave your hands in the air
Like you just don't care
Hold your breath
Take the plunge
We throw the words
PEACE and
LOVE around
Until they don't really mean anything
Is there any sincerity
left?
Left, right, left, right
We're all herded like cattle
Only, we're usually not slaughtered
Into the building
Obey the authority
They're older, they're in charge
So they're right
That's wrong
Rules Rules Rules
Where is all this freedom I've heard about?
Isn't that why we're so great?
Let freedom ring!
Well, the only ringing is in my ears
From listening to so much talk for all these years
Talk Talk Talk
When can I see some action?
Where is you opinion?
Did you lose it with your dignity?
And why is it we fight wars over God?
What happened to Thou Shalt Not Kill?
Is there a footnote:
*Unless we kill for God?
It shouldn't work that way.
And SO MANY people are starving EVERY DAY.
Tell me, who is the FATTEST country?
We have sinned, O Lord. Gluttony.
World Peace
Wolrd Hunger
Global Warming
Is there any solution?
Are we even trying?
Everyone else will die overheated, in a soldier's uniform, ribs showing with bloated bellies
While we eat our grease and are fat, in college, with our cars and air conditioning.
Is this Right?
Or have you Left?
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
man...
Why doesn't anyone read this?
...............
I'm going to Kansas City this weekend!
I'm excited!
Ok, well, I need some sleep.
:-)
G'night.
...............
I'm going to Kansas City this weekend!
I'm excited!
Ok, well, I need some sleep.
:-)
G'night.
Thoughts
MySpace blogs are way too public.
It's funny how you can know someone for so long and they don't even know you. Or you don't even know them. I don't get it.
There seem to be a lot of things I don't get lately.
Like, why so many people have to label everyone else. Who cares? Or why high school is so dramatic. It's retarded. All these girls claiming their in love and acting all serious in relationships...it's RIDICULOUS. WAKE UP! You're in high school. You have your WHOLE life ahead of you. This is NOT all there is. Life doesn't stop and you DON'T have to settle down after high school. I don't get why girls want that anyway. Or why everyone loves God so much.
Get married, have babies, [go to church].
No, thank you.
I want to get the @#$% out of HERE for one thing. I want to see the world and meet people more like myself. It seems to me that lots of kids have lost their passion. Or, if they had it, something snuffs it out. Why do people let other people dictate their lives? It's YOUR life, isn't it? I promise, you have a brain. It's your choice in whether it gets any use.
And WHY do kids change when they get a boyfriend or a girlfriend?
And WHY does everyone have to be dating someone?
So many questions. That won't get answers.
But that doesn't matter.
I just have to survive this.
High school, that is.
Then I'll be FREE. I'll have the world at my fingertips and I can throw myself into work and things that I love and not worry about silly friends and dumb boys. None of this matters.
Except my grades. Even though most of this "knowledge" won't stick, I just need good grades so colleges...you know.
It's all about college and getting a good job, isn't it? Hahaha.
No. Not for me. I expect to not have that much money. But why should that stop me from running after my dreams?
It shouldn't. So, it wouldn't. Because...ha...I said so.
;-)
Good-night, reader. Whoever you are. You don't exist.
--&eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It's funny how you can know someone for so long and they don't even know you. Or you don't even know them. I don't get it.
There seem to be a lot of things I don't get lately.
Like, why so many people have to label everyone else. Who cares? Or why high school is so dramatic. It's retarded. All these girls claiming their in love and acting all serious in relationships...it's RIDICULOUS. WAKE UP! You're in high school. You have your WHOLE life ahead of you. This is NOT all there is. Life doesn't stop and you DON'T have to settle down after high school. I don't get why girls want that anyway. Or why everyone loves God so much.
Get married, have babies, [go to church].
No, thank you.
I want to get the @#$% out of HERE for one thing. I want to see the world and meet people more like myself. It seems to me that lots of kids have lost their passion. Or, if they had it, something snuffs it out. Why do people let other people dictate their lives? It's YOUR life, isn't it? I promise, you have a brain. It's your choice in whether it gets any use.
And WHY do kids change when they get a boyfriend or a girlfriend?
And WHY does everyone have to be dating someone?
So many questions. That won't get answers.
But that doesn't matter.
I just have to survive this.
High school, that is.
Then I'll be FREE. I'll have the world at my fingertips and I can throw myself into work and things that I love and not worry about silly friends and dumb boys. None of this matters.
Except my grades. Even though most of this "knowledge" won't stick, I just need good grades so colleges...you know.
It's all about college and getting a good job, isn't it? Hahaha.
No. Not for me. I expect to not have that much money. But why should that stop me from running after my dreams?
It shouldn't. So, it wouldn't. Because...ha...I said so.
;-)
Good-night, reader. Whoever you are. You don't exist.
--&eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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