Procrastinating

That's what I'm doing.

Josh auditioned last weekend for UMKC with his cello. He is so attached to UMKC now, Truman — or any other schools — aren't really a consideration now. :) So, now we're all just kind of waiting for summer. Apartment/job searching and what not. Josh might get a small loan for a dorm... That's kinda poop, but I understand; less pressure.
I'm glad I don't stream this blog to Facebook anymore. I don't even know what the point of putting your thoughts on the internet is. At least I'm pretty sure no one reads this.
Anywho, I am basically just counting down the days to summer. Wizarding World of Harry Potter. NO MORE INTERNSHIP. Oh gawd. That is killing me. I mean, some days are better than others, but overall I am overly stressed out and don't know how to tell them how worn out I am. I mean, it's supposed to be my job, but at the same time I am still only a freshman in college who has never had a job before and have no idea what I'm doing, really. I dunno. Everything just feels kinda poopy. Also, so far there have been red-spell-check-lines under "Facebook," "Wizarding," "gawd," "Anywho" and "poopy" but not "dunno." I don't know how I feel about that. (Or most things really.)
I wish I had a really good idea. I feel like I am just going through the motions, looking forward to the next thing and the next thing... Kind of depressing. But I try really hard not to be depressed because I really don't have anything to be depressed about at all when you think about it. But last week I think I was the most depressed I've ever been since, maybe, freshman year in high school.
I took a nap today for the first time in forever, it was nice but it made me put off my homework even more. Poop. I wish I liked my American Lit class more. When I'm in the class it's fine, but I hate the homework.
I am so tired all the time. I can't believe Wednesday is already over. Wednesdays just aren't long enough. Neither are Saturdays or Sundays.

I think that's enough procrastination for now.