Dreaming?

Okay, so you know how I mentioned that guy? Edmundo? =]
Well, he told Matt, who told Victoria, who told me that he liked me last week. And he wanted to hang out with me. How insane is that? An actually (super) attractive guy likes me??? I must be dreaming!
Anyway, I finally get my mom to agree to let me go (complications arose due to the fact he is 18, doesn't live with his parents, and because he goes to Carthage [high school].) So, the next Saturday night (2 nights ago) he, Victoria, Matt, and some other guy (?) came and picked me up at my house.
We went to their apartment and just, well, hung out. Haha. Seriously, all we did was sit around and talk. Well, eventually I ended up just talking to Edmundo. That's why I was there in the first place, anyway. Even though we didn't really do anything, I think I had a good time. Just lounging around talking and, though a bit awkward at first, I didn't feel as strange as I thought I would in that situation. He held my hand almost the entire time. :D
Later, when it was closing in on the time I had to be home, he drove me home. Again, he held my hand the whole way and we talked. And, the funny thing is, we didn't really talk about much. Just whatever. I feel pretty comfortable around him. And he's really sweet and nice and funny and, you know, really hot. (I don't mean to sound superficial or anything, but it doesn't hurt, eh?)
When we got to my house, we sat on the front steps and talked some more and just looked up at the stars and such. I think he might like to be my boyfriend. And I've only seen him 2 times, ever! Wowza. He said things about how he didn't know what I was looking for, but that he would treat me nice (or maybe he said right?) and that he wasn't a jerk. It was so cute. Everything about that whole night was cute. I'm really excited.
Next, actually this weekend, he's coming over to hang at my house and my mom is going to meet him. I'm kinda nervous, but I hope she likes him. I think I like him. As my mom said, "So far, so good."
He called me yesterday, too. I love listening to him talk. He has a slight accent, since he's from Mexico. He really does seem very nice.

Peace & Love,
Xxxxx

(p.s. when we were talking, we talked about the saturday we met. neither of us thought we had noticed each other, until our friends said something to us. funny how things work out, huh?)

Normalmente I don't do anything

Tonight...you
Haha.
Tonight was a lot of fun. I got to hang out with Amanda and Victoria, which was fun. And then Amanda introduced us to her friends, Rachel and Shannon, and they were cool, which was fun. Then Victoria's boyfriend, Matt, and his gorgeous friend, Edmundo, showed up and that made it fun also. =]]]
I want to do it again.
Not IT, but tonight.
What did we do?
Well, Amanda and Victoria found the house and picked me up. Then we met up with Rachel and Shannon [aka Punky]. We all headed to the Cesspool--which is really just a basement. We stayed and listened to a crappy band, Taner's band, then this stupid emo band. Haha. Then Matt and Edmundo showed up. We all went to Taco Bell [on Rangeline] and talked and some of us ate. Oh! And Azaria and some of her friends had been at the show and came to Taco Bell, too. So, that was fun. Then me, Victoria, Matt, and Edmundo piled into Amanda's car to take me home. =D That was a cute little adventure. When we got to my house, they all got out to use the bathroom and Edmundo wanted some fragrance free lotion for his tattoos. [He is really good-looking.]

It was a good night.

Good-night,
Xxxxx

Tomorrow is another day

So, I decided that I'd just write a normal blog.

I'm just sitting here at the computer, when I should probably be getting ready for bed. But I decided to chillax to Billy Joel instead.
Andrew was over here not too long ago. That was...interesting. Ha. We finished watching Children of Men. I like that movie.
I believe I'm hanging out with my "Journalism posse" tomorrow: Carly, Elise, and Alex(andra). That should also be...interesting. In theory, it sounds like a good idea, but...well, we'll see.
Tomorrow is the last day of MAP testing. "I do not like them, Sam-I-am. " Even though I do not like the tests, I do enjoy the week of MAP testing because our schedules change and teachers are much easier on us (a.k.a. no work!). And that's always good, right?
Ah, here's my song: "Lullabye (Goodnight My Angel)", by Billy Joel. It makes me think of my daddy.
I wonder...what my life would be like, how different it would be...if...
"Someday we'll all be gone
But lullabyes go on and on...
They never die
That's how you
And I
Will be"

Well, I guess it's time for sleep.
Xxxxx