to make a difference
to feel like I mean something
to be somebody
to stand out
to be like nobody else
to be truly happy
to be inspired
to feel something
to make a movie
to write something
to get a hair cut
to have an adventure
to drive
to be alone
to be with people
to not...be confused
to know how to get what I want
to be remembered
And so on and so forth...
Xxxxx
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
The Worst
Thursday I found out, but I believe the actual event happened this past Wednesday night (May 16th, 2007).
Patches has passed away.
I cannot express to you through words that sadness that has filled my heart.
She was 18, which would be about 126 for a dog. She would've been 19 in August.
I love her so much.
Patches: I miss you already. I love you. As does everyone that knew you. You are beautiful. "Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again." I wish I could've kept you forever, but all good things come to an end, except my love for you. R.I.P. [1988-2007]
Patches has passed away.
I cannot express to you through words that sadness that has filled my heart.
She was 18, which would be about 126 for a dog. She would've been 19 in August.
I love her so much.
Patches: I miss you already. I love you. As does everyone that knew you. You are beautiful. "Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again." I wish I could've kept you forever, but all good things come to an end, except my love for you. R.I.P. [1988-2007]
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
The end is near!
The end of another school year, anyway--which I am quite happy about.
(I can't wait to catch up on some Z's.)
I've been feeling very tired lately. Which is probably due to a combination of things: stress, not enough sleep, and whatever.
Okay, basically I have nothing meaningful to say whatsoever and I'm just putting off my Geometry homework.
And my head hurts (and has been hurting lately).
I need sleep! I want this week to hurry up and be other with, then, what? 2 days? 3 days left?
Everything is so boring and lame lately.
I want to go to Tulsa and that AMC theater again!
I need a little adventure...or something. I'm not sure.
Maybe just a month long nap. =]
Well, before you know it yours truly is going to be a junior.
You know what that means?
2. more. years. of. high school.
!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow. This is pointless.
Like I said, Just another Blog on the Web.
Good thing nobody reads this anyway!
(I can't wait to catch up on some Z's.)
I've been feeling very tired lately. Which is probably due to a combination of things: stress, not enough sleep, and whatever.
Okay, basically I have nothing meaningful to say whatsoever and I'm just putting off my Geometry homework.
And my head hurts (and has been hurting lately).
I need sleep! I want this week to hurry up and be other with, then, what? 2 days? 3 days left?
Everything is so boring and lame lately.
I want to go to Tulsa and that AMC theater again!
I need a little adventure...or something. I'm not sure.
Maybe just a month long nap. =]
Well, before you know it yours truly is going to be a junior.
You know what that means?
2. more. years. of. high school.
!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow. This is pointless.
Like I said, Just another Blog on the Web.
Good thing nobody reads this anyway!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
I need a zombie
To eat my brains out
So I'll stop thinking about it.
I hate it.
Why do I think so much?
Why am I such a @!#@!$ teenager?
I was just fine. I was quite content with how my life was, everything was going according to plan, in the right direction. And then BAM, I happen to meet someone who just makes it all...topsy turvy. AH! Frustration!
It's even more stupid because I haven't even talked to him in quite some time.
Hm...
Why do I let these things happen?
I need to be more of an asshole.
[insert slew of curse words]
I
Want
Out
So I'll stop thinking about it.
I hate it.
Why do I think so much?
Why am I such a @!#@!$ teenager?
I was just fine. I was quite content with how my life was, everything was going according to plan, in the right direction. And then BAM, I happen to meet someone who just makes it all...topsy turvy. AH! Frustration!
It's even more stupid because I haven't even talked to him in quite some time.
Hm...
Why do I let these things happen?
I need to be more of an asshole.
[insert slew of curse words]
I
Want
Out
Monday, May 07, 2007
First impressions
can be decieving.
An update on the Edmundo situation:
Forget it.
I'll explain:
The Friday before the Sunday he was supposed to come over to my house, meet my mom, hang out and such, my cousin and I went to the movies, where he works. Everything was fine. I stopped and talked to him on the way in. My cousin wanted free food, so I went and talked to him again--even though he wouldn't give me anything free.
Then, half way through Hot Fuzz, he comes in and sits next to me and starts holding my hand. God, was that awkward! So I start getting as nervous as ever because I'm with my cousin. (Afterward she was angry as I'd feared about being a third wheel.)
Well anyway, after the movie he went off to his car and he didn't call me all weekend.
No sign of him at all Sunday. No call, nothing.
And I don't hear from him at all through the whole week.
By this point, I'm annoyed and kind of angry at him, but not too much.
Then, Thursday night/Friday morning at midnight, my cousin, her friend, her friend's boyfriend, another friend, and I go to see the midnight showing of Spiderman 3. And, of course, Edmundo is working.
I didn't say anything to him the whole time I was there. But Brittany, my cousin's friend, went over and talked to him. I'm assuming she asked him if he liked me or something because she comes back saying he said, "I like her but there's a problem, I have a girlfriend."
WHAT???
O.K., so Now I'm really pissed off. Apparently, he got a girlfriend around Monday or so. WTF???
So much for NOT being a jerk, huh?
And I'm not so happy.
I really liked this kid for whatever reason.
I'm stupid, I know.
Oh well. Forget it
I will
eventually.
PEACE
An update on the Edmundo situation:
Forget it.
I'll explain:
The Friday before the Sunday he was supposed to come over to my house, meet my mom, hang out and such, my cousin and I went to the movies, where he works. Everything was fine. I stopped and talked to him on the way in. My cousin wanted free food, so I went and talked to him again--even though he wouldn't give me anything free.
Then, half way through Hot Fuzz, he comes in and sits next to me and starts holding my hand. God, was that awkward! So I start getting as nervous as ever because I'm with my cousin. (Afterward she was angry as I'd feared about being a third wheel.)
Well anyway, after the movie he went off to his car and he didn't call me all weekend.
No sign of him at all Sunday. No call, nothing.
And I don't hear from him at all through the whole week.
By this point, I'm annoyed and kind of angry at him, but not too much.
Then, Thursday night/Friday morning at midnight, my cousin, her friend, her friend's boyfriend, another friend, and I go to see the midnight showing of Spiderman 3. And, of course, Edmundo is working.
I didn't say anything to him the whole time I was there. But Brittany, my cousin's friend, went over and talked to him. I'm assuming she asked him if he liked me or something because she comes back saying he said, "I like her but there's a problem, I have a girlfriend."
WHAT???
O.K., so Now I'm really pissed off. Apparently, he got a girlfriend around Monday or so. WTF???
So much for NOT being a jerk, huh?
And I'm not so happy.
I really liked this kid for whatever reason.
I'm stupid, I know.
Oh well. Forget it
I will
eventually.
PEACE
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