Thursday, May 18, 2006

"Getting away with Murder..."

I thought that he was my friend. He would call me his best friend, even though I didn't really consider him mine, but he was a friend nonetheless. But now he has proved to me--finally--that I should have disliked him all along. Pretty much all of my friends do. Why didn't I? I should have. Why do guys always make me feel so stupid? *slaps self* Anyway. He told the guy I like, alot, that I do. I am so pissed. And upset. Why would you do that to someone you called your friend? He had NO right. If I wanted to tell him, that was for ME to do. Times like these I wish I was strong enough to beat someone up. But, alas, I am weak when it comes to brute strength. Yeah. I think I hate him about the same as Jacob. Who I would LOVE to just kill...I mean...beat up...Yeah. That's what I meant. ;-)
I am in the dark. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to say anything to the guy I like. What is there to say?

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