Empty

That's what I am.
I can't remember anything anymore; I forget really fast.
I haven't felt creative in a really long time.
I don't have any motivation.
I don't care about much of anything.
I just want to sleep.
I'm really disappointed in myself.
But I don't do anything about it.
I think about doing something about it
But I don't care enough to actually do anything
at all
ever.
I really don't like myself right now.


But I'm not going to do anything about it.


"Help!
I need somebody
Help!
Not just anybody
HELP!"