Sunday, October 25, 2009

*Note on the last blog

This is going to be hard.

Part of me knows I should stick it out for all those reasons, while another part of me wants to break away and try something new.

All I think about is transferring. I don't want to be trapped here forever. I want to go where no one knows me, where I can be whoever I want. And yet, I have strong roots here. I love my mom and family and friends so much. It's a great relief to me to know I'll have Josh (and Beau) with me.

I just don't know how my body can take this next calendar year. I get nauseous and nervous and upset a lot of the time from this journalism stuff.

I'm so stressed.

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